So I wasn’t gonna post a video until October, when I hopefully felt more confident. But I woke up this morning and said eff it-I’m doing it today. ) haha!

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This is what life does. It throws its arm around you when your pregnant with your first kid and says “Hey Sugar. I know you’re all concerned with your swollen ankles and stuff, but we’ve got bigger fish to fry.” With only 8 weeks of pregnancy to go, I got this sudden, gut intuitive hit that I should go au naturel with my birth. Epidural-free.

Crazy, I know. It seemed preposterous to me too. I was not a “granola type.” I was deathly afraid of pain and had no idea …

I shared a tiny bit about my spirituality last week in Sparkly Stars at Twilight. Like may of you, my spiritual journey has been a patchwork of experiences with God, the church, my upbringing, personal self-study, and friendship with other souls on the path.

This note is not a rebel yell against going to church. I have spent many years of my life in church and have gotten a lot out of it. Going to church has served my spiritual growth. But at some point it stopped …